Another entire month has gone by, and I
(surprise!) just can't believe it. Our sweet baby girl is getting even bigger: twelve pounds five ounces as of Wednesday afternoon, to be exact. She's already outgrown all of her newborn and some 0-3 month clothes; she probably could have just started out in 0-3 and they wouldn't have been too roomy for long. Maybe the three- and six-month clothing
(yes, she's already in some six-month clothing!) will get to stick around a bit longer. Her little diapers are on the verge of being too small; when they are, she'll be in the same diapers as AJ. That makes her seem way too big, so we're sticking with the little diapers as long as we can. Silly, but true.
In the last few weeks, she's started smiling and making sweet little noises at us. I love it, and I really need to record a few seconds of her little smiles and little sounds so that, once I've forgotten, I can look back and remember again. Half of me finds it hard to believe that one day it will be so difficult to recall these early months and the little things; the other half of me knows how little I really remember of AJ's days as a little baby, and so I know that these days too will become a blur, remembered mostly by the photographs we've taken.
I hope we can find that balance between documenting these days well and staying present in the moment, enjoying this fleeting time with these precious little people who have been entrusted to our care. I don't want these days to simply pass us by for all of our busyness, rushing, and should-dos. Instead, I hope we can re-prioritize, refocus, and put people - those in our family and those outside of it - first, always.
"Things that matter most must never be at the mercy of things that matter least." - Goethe